It’s around 6 in the morning. I’ve been up for an hour, wide awake, because I’m so nervous about today.
We go in at 9:45 for another ultrasound to see if there is a baby, and if it’s growing properly. I’m doing everything I can to put my trust in the Lord at this point, but I’m still just scared to death. I’ve been trying to emotionally prepare myself for the worst, but I’m not sure it’s possible.
I don’t know how I’m going to react to any of the possibilities for today. I don’t know how I’m going to feel. I don’t know what to do to help. I just don’t know.
If you think to, please say a prayer for us around 9:45 this morning (they got us back really quickly last time, so I shouldn’t have to wait too long to get the ultrasound). First and foremost, pray for a healthy baby. But also pray for peace and understanding.
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